*---------Checkmate.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

6:20 PM

Oh, NS is looming.

Enlistment details:

9 Oct 2008(thurs)

1015 at Pasir Ris Terminal

Going to pack my bag tomorrow and get the things ready. Will I end up with a super big bag, full of unnecessary stuff? And when should I shave botak? Should I also start to wear specs instead of contact lens? Sleep early? Exercise daily?

I must be both psychologically and physically strong.

I tend to motivate myself by thinking I'm a SOLDIER (as in the one in the PSP crisis core game). It makes me feel motivated, very(though very stupid). Seeing all my friends going in and in and I'm one of the last to enlist. I should appreciate the additional time I have for passing my Napfa.

But what did I do for the past month? DOTA-ing away? Am I really happy with how I spend my time? Confused.

Do I fully appreciate it? Do other people appreciate my presence? I guess its only when there's loss, only then, people can appreciate.

But why do I need others to appreciate? Confused.

I've been out for so many days and nights. I learn new things, get exposed. Is it a bit over for me to take it?Confused.

What do I really want in my life? I'm lost. I can't get in Uni's. Should I work? Is me being me a burden to anybody? At least I have 2 years of buffer for me to think. 2 years is long but yet short.Confused.

Have to remain positive, +ve.

5 points to be happy

1. Free your heart from hatred-forgive

2. Free your mind from worries

3. Live simply and appreciate what you have

4. Give more

5. Expect less

Thursday, September 25, 2008

9:09 AM

Good morning. I would like to share some photos that I took yesterday. Here's a sunflower to greet your day(see 1st photo).

I went budget shopping yesterday and guess where I went?

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Beautiful

Chinatown

Actually the shops there not bad leh, very colourful, courteous service staff and still can bargain. But I bought nothing la. I too Ah-Thus for chinatown. Haha. Not really la. The Things they sell are for uncles and aunties lo....

And we went the buddha tooth relic temple, 1st time for me and it was awe-inspiring.

Hai, I think I lost my touch on blogging. Nothing to say and just bombard with photos.

2 more weeks to my enlistment. Fret not, because I am SOLDIER. haha.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

4:58 PM

I didn't post for a very long time and it hit me in a sudden; why am i not posting?

1. Is it because I don't see that there are audience waiting for my posts? (I know I'm not a star)

2. Or is it I don't see that I'm oblige to post to entertain people? (I know that people don't need me to entertain them and my posts are not that entertaining)

These are 2 main reasons why popular local bloggers such as snowfall (you know who?) blogs and to add another one, money. Haha.

But the reason I blog is probably to keep my friends aware of what I am doing (if they want, and to which to an extent means that they are concerned).

But I'm not really posting lor. WHY AR?? haha.

This is a short FUNNY post and I'm hooked on DOTA. Only the fantasy of SAF (Credits to SIA coining this term) will save me from the depths of hell.